Working on with this tour is like my ultimate dream job. Music and Charity all in one. You get to travel around the country, help others in need, and listen to some great music.
All this time I felt like an emotionless asshole, incapable of feeling a way towards someone. I had the mentality of a boy: I just wanted to hook up and then move on to the next guy I’d just fool around with. Then you came along. The whole year I was just being my flirty self and we were just friends that’d hook up. We weren’t anything. Now, as you’re leaving for college, we only have limited time together to do everything you want. And now I have feelings. You’re the boy who got me to feel more than just physical attraction. And now you want me to give myself up to you when it’s truly inevitable that you’re leaving. I don’t think I can do that. I like you so much, and if we had more time together I’d fall for you. But I can’t give you what you want. I’d be so sad when your really gone. The boy who made me feel again.